i've been trying to get things done lately but i've been flooded with stuff from school and work..

whenever i do try and get things done i never seem to feel that they are good enough and i never have enough time to put in a serious effort to try and increase my skills in painting.
its really frustrating me.

i've tried to get through as many artworks as i could, but i'll have to put off any more until i clean my room/desk.

i've done a recent study on which of my previous artworks are popular and such and based on veiws its firstly
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based on favourites its
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so based on this study people like either fan fiction, which most often includes vampires/sex and anorexia.
so i'll try and do more of that.

plus i don't care if you don't like it but i'll still be doing realistic sketching.

i really want to be able to do more stuff but its just i've got so much school stuff lately.
darn bitches, how dare we learn.

but anyway i might just start updating with crappy things, so i'll ask you to forgive me in advance.
they won't be that good.

but i'm definitely planning a self portrait to be happening some day soon, hopefully.
i've never drawn myself before, its going to be scary!

i would of never consider myself a great artist and one of the main reasons why i decided to join deviantart was because i wanted to improve... alot.

and now i think i have achieved that because not only am i happy with some of the things i produce but i'm also receiving alot more attention than i used to. i'm not sure whether thats because i've just been on DA for longer not but its making me feel special no the less.

so this is just letting you guys know that i'm thankful and your boosting my self esteem.
i've also been creating alot more lately so i'll just thankyou for that as well while i'm at it.
i'll also just thankyou now for combating global warming now... have i covered everything?

anyway, i'll have more for you kids soon.
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so i just deleted most of my old/shit work.
yeah i'm really getting over having so many pages and i put them in storage but it still had the same amount of pages so i deleted the mother fuckers. i mean i had some pretty cool/emo ideas but they were executed pretty poorly; they also looked the exact same.


i'm happy now, uploaded a couple of new ones.